Out Of Love, Their Tears Is Falling Down


اللهم صل وسلم وبارك على سيدنا محمد الرؤوف الرحيم
ذي الخلق العظيم وعلى آله وأصحابه وأزواجه
في كل لحظة عدد كل حادث وقديم

Our brothers in Islam

Out of love their tears is falling down. Their love is not rhetoric nor typical kind of love. They practicing the Sunnah and love Prophet PBUH the way that we our self can’t even imagine. The way of salafsoleh love Rasulullah and the way Rasulullah PBUH would love to see.

How about us?

Is it our love or sense attachment to musicians, actors, actresses, so called pop idols, politicians or the love to our own self is greater than our love to Prophet Rasulullah PBUH?

No, the love to Prophet is not about ‘hamasah’ nor can be explain by words. Nor it is about fighting if this hadith is soheh or dhoif.

It is by practicing the exact Sunnah Sollahu’alaihiwasallam and follow his good akhlak.

As for my own self, I felt ashamed of myself.

I need to ponder. Quickly.

First Letter To My Child

First Letter

My child soon to pop out,

Here I’m with you inside my tummy.

Like a popcorn popping
Or goldfish swimming in a pool

Or like butterflies fluttering
You are here inside me

وَ الَّذِي يُصَوِّرُكُمْ فِي الْأَرْحَامِ كَيْفَ يَشَاءُ ۚ لَا إِلَـٰهَ إِلَّا هُوَ الْعَزِيزُ الْحَكِي
He it is Who shapes you in the wombs as He wills. La ilaha illa Huwa (none has the right to be worshipped but He), the All-Mighty, the All-Wise.


There is no guarantee,
I can be a mother
Or not
I can see you grow
or not
I can hear you called me mom
or not

We only

وَهُوَ الَّذِي أَنشَأَكُم مِّن نَّفْسٍ وَاحِدَةٍ فَمُسْتَقَرٌّ وَمُسْتَوْدَعٌ ۗ قَدْ فَصَّلْنَا الْآيَاتِ لِقَوْمٍ يَفْقَهُونَ
It is He Who has created you from a single person (Adam), and has given you a place of residing (on the earth or in your mother’s wombs) and a place of storage [in the earth (in your graves) or in your father’s loins]. Indeed, We have explained in detail Our revelations (this Qur’an) for people who understand. Al-An’am:98

But rarely people

Verily Allah, with Him (Alone) is the knowledge of the Hour, He sends down the rain, and knows that which is in the wombs. No person knows what he will earn tomorrow, and no person knows in what land he will die. Verily, Allah is All-Knower, All-Aware (of things). Luqman:34


Our Arif Billah have said:-
We plan this and that
Only little did we know
What we have is ONLY today
Tomorrow is never absolute
Will come
Will we ever make it?

وللَّهُ يَعْلَمُ مَا تَحْمِلُ كُلُّ أُنثَىٰ وَمَا تَغِيضُ الْأَرْحَامُ وَمَا تَزْدَادُ ۖ وَكُلُّ شَيْءٍ عِندَهُ بِمِقْدَارٍ

Allah knows what every female bears, and by how much the wombs fall short (of their time or number) or exceed. Everything with Him is in (due) proportion. Ar-Rad:8

Here I’m
Carrying you
There is nothing absolute yet
Nothing to be proud of
Since its nothing about me
Or you
Everything is all about Allah
Returning to HIM
As a slave
We are
Since from the very beginning
We are
Having nothing

وَاللَّهُ أَخْرَجَكُم مِّن بُطُونِ أُمَّهَاتِكُمْ لَا تَعْلَمُونَ شَيْئًا وَجَعَلَ لَكُمُ السَّمْعَ وَالْأَبْصَارَ وَالْأَفْئِدَةَ ۙ لَعَلَّكُمْ تَشْكُرُونَ
And Allah has brought you out from the wombs of your mothers while you know nothing. And He gave you hearing, sight, and hearts that you might give thanks (to Allah).ٍ “Surah Ar-Nahl:78


Can you listen to the beautiful ayah above
Don’t ever forget
We come from nothing
Allah give us something

يَا أَيُّهَا النَّاسُ إِن كُنتُمْ فِي رَيْبٍ مِّنَ الْبَعْثِ فَإِنَّا خَلَقْنَاكُم مِّن تُرَابٍ ثُمَّ مِن نُّطْفَةٍ ثُمَّ مِنْ عَلَقَةٍ ثُمَّ مِن مُّضْغَةٍ مُّخَلَّقَةٍ وَغَيْرِ مُخَلَّقَةٍ لِّنُبَيِّنَ لَكُمْ ۚ وَنُقِرُّ فِي الْأَرْحَامِ مَا نَشَاءُ إِلَىٰ أَجَلٍ مُّسَمًّى ثُمَّ نُخْرِجُكُمْ طِفْلًا ثُمَّ لِتَبْلُغُوا أَشُدَّكُمْ ۖ وَمِنكُم مَّن يُتَوَفَّىٰ وَمِنكُم مَّن يُرَدُّ إِلَىٰ أَرْذَلِ الْعُمُرِ لِكَيْلَا يَعْلَمَ مِن بَعْدِ عِلْمٍ شَيْئًا ۚ وَتَرَى الْأَرْضَ هَامِدَةً فَإِذَا أَنزَلْنَا عَلَيْهَا الْمَاءَ اهْتَزَّتْ وَرَبَتْ وَأَنبَتَتْ مِن كُلِّ زَوْجٍ بَهِيجٍ

O mankind! If you are in doubt about the Resurrection, then verily We have created you (i.e. Adam) from dust, then from a Nutfah (mixed drops of male and female sexual discharge i.e. the offspring of Adam), then from a clot (a piece of thick coagulated blood) then from a little lump of flesh – some formed and some unformed (as in the case of miscarriage) – that We may make (it) clear to you (i.e. to show you Our Power and Ability to do what We will). And We cause whom We will to remain in the wombs for an appointed term, then We bring you out as infants, then (give you growth) that you may reach your age of full strength. And among you there is he who dies (young), and among you there is he who is brought back to the miserable old age, so that he knows nothing after having known. And you see the earth barren, but when We send down water (rain) on it, it is stirred (to life), and it swells and puts forth every lovely kind (of growth)

When at first we started from nothing
And have nothing

So dear child

Tough I never know
I have a chance to be a mother or not
Please be remember of these ayah
That I keep reciting
That keep makes me shedding my tears
On the realization
Of how weak we are
Of how nothing we are
As a servant
As a human
Of GREAT Allah is
As Our Lord

He knows you well when He created you from the earth (Adam), and when you were fetuses in your mothers’ wombs. So ascribe not purity to yourselves. He knows best him who fears Allah and keeps his duty to Him [i.e. those who are Al-Muttaqun (the pious.)An-Najm:32


Don’t ever
Don’t put yourself up
Don’t be arrogant
In front of HIM
In this world

He indeed
Is A GREATER Creator
Be humble
Be obedient
Be fair
Be sincere

As you gonna return to him
Only bringing your heart and soul
Returning to ourself
To a complete

Your mom-to be
Sumayyah A.Aziz
20th October 2010

Ibadah Qurban di Mindanao


Mewakili Yayasan Amal Malaysia Terengganu, ingin mempelawa jika ada pihak yang ingin melaksanakan ibadah Qurban di Mindanao Filifina.

Memahami konteks Fiqh Awlawiyat, saudara kita di bahagian tertentu pasti memerlukan lagi hasil dari makna Ibadah Qurban. Sekalipun di Malaysia, ibadah terlaksana dan pahala diganjari namun melakukan di tempat yang memenuhi pengertian ibadah Qurban itu sendiri inshALLAH, tinggi ganjarannya di sisi Allah.

Bagi pihak Yayasan Amal Malaysia, saya dahulukan ucapan terima kasih.

Eid Mubarak

Eid Mubarak

Masih belum terlambat rasanya. Minal ‘Aidin Wal Faizin InshAllah.

Di kesempatan ini saya dan suami ingin memohon maaf zahir dan batin kepada siapa yang mengenali kami atau tidak. Atas kekhilafan zahir atau tersembunyi. Jika ada hutang atau tuntutan silalah emel pada kami ya. Moga tanggungan kami tidak berat di akhirat kelak. Maaf Zahir Batin dan masukkan kami dalam doa kalian. Terima kasih. Jemput datang ke rumah jika singgah di Terengganu.

Ramadan Kareem!

لسلام عليكم و رحمه الله و بركاتهاولاُ كل عام و انتم بخير اعاد الله عليكم و علينا رمضان بالخير و اليمن

Sempena Ramadan, saya ingin memohon maaf zahir batin kepada semua. Sudi kiranya memasukkan saya yg haqer dalam doa kalian. Selamat bergembira dengan hadiah dari ALLAH, membongkar rahsia Ramadan&amp. Meriahkan pesta ibadah & kebajikan, ruang mengosongkan jiwa dari dunia, mengikat hati dengan ALLAH, membaiki diri dan peribadi.:)

Bergembiralah kita…..